Friday, August 31, 2007

of truths and lies...happy merdeka malaysia...


Happy 50th Birthday Malaysia! Here's to another fifty years of lies, cover-ups, conspiracies, and injustice. Sounds too harsh? Well, too bad. Because after fifty years of being an independent nation, it's about time we start calling a spade for what it really is, a spade. And not a beautiful gold encrusted, diamond-lined spoon. Please do not get me wrong, because I am thankful that I was born in this country and that I'm somewhat proud to be a part of Malaysia. However, just because on the surface everything looks like its fine, we're supposed to close both eyes to the other injustices and lies that are being thrown our way. We talk about racial unity and harmony in this country, but that is just on the surface. When the truth is, underneath the surface, most of us are guilty of being racist idiots. We have been raised in a country that has been slowly instilling a sense of superiority in its people. How else would you explain the purpose of the Bumiputra Policy? Why can't we all rise in our positions and achievements through meritocracy? It can be done, we have proof of it in the past. P.Ramlee was a smashing success and he did not have any policies backing him up. Dr. Mahathir tried very hard to take the Malays out of the mentality that everything will be spoon fed to them. Many people have succeeded without any policies, why can't this happen again? Ideally, perhaps the Bumiputra policy had noble intentions, but it is human nature that when they know they're entitled to something, they will milk it out to the very last drop. With the Bumiputra policy, comes the sense of belonging and superiority over other races. Is this what Malaysia is? Is this what Tunku Abdul Rahman wanted when he fought for our independence?


People in this country are always making excuses for their own inadequacies. This is further fueled by the policy that will always have their backs however hard they might fall. There are still people today who insist on harping on the fact that we were colonized by the Brits. They talk about this as though it was an entirely bad thing that the Brits conquered us once upon a time. The key words here ladies and gentlemen, are ONCE UPON A TIME! For crying out loud, get over it already. Yes we were colonized, but think about it, had we NOT been colonized, I'm pretty sure we wouldn't be where we are today. I'm sure we would be far more backwards than some other third world countries. People have to start thinking objectively and accept the FACT that there is always two sides to the coin. We must always try to put ourselves in the shoes of the other party and see how it's like. We must be open-minded and listen to the argument of the other side before making judgments and decisions. But not many Malaysians are capable of doing this. They seem to think that they have sole-ownership over this land and that makes them better than anyone else. Who says that the Malays own Malaysia? Where in history was it written that the Chinese own Malaysia, or that the Indians own this land? We all come from all over the world and it so happened that our ancestors chanced upon this place and tried to make a living here. Look around us, we're living in a world that belongs to each and every one of us. No one race can claim ownership over a certain piece of land. Yes you may claim a sense of belonging, a sense of identity, a sense of pride, but not to the extent of claiming ownership and then making it difficult for the other races in the land to live and prosper. Whether you choose to accept it or not, that is exactly what this country is doing to the Chinese and the Indians. They can get straight As in their SPMs and yet end up wasting two years of their lives doing STPM. Where on earth is the justice in that? All this decisions and policies are born out of a sick sense of superiority that one race triumphs over another.


If we want to talk about celebrating fifty years of independence, instead of having international fireworks displays, instead of having meaningless countdowns all over KL, instead of having parades in the mornings of merdeka, why can't we restucture our social values and instill a sense of togetherness in our kids and adults alike? Why can't we kill the Bumiputra policy and make people work for what they want? Why can't we teach our children not to discriminate based on colour and religion? Why can't we open up our eyes and realize that the world IS big enough for all of us? All it takes is for us to take a step down from our high horses and realize that we are all a part of this earth and that there is nothing wrong in living together in peace. It's not that difficult, doesn't take rocket science to understand it.


So with that in mind, happy merdeka indeed Malaysia. It frightens me to think where we will be in another fifty years. Will we ever learn? Or will we continue to do things the way we've always been doing them and face the threat of moral and social deterioration. But that's ok right? As long as we have skyscrapers to mark our success. As long as we continue to churn out local cars by the truckloads even if the quality is bad, because we'll always have that 300% tax on foreign cars anyway. So as long as we keep focusing on the surface, we will never have to bother with what's underneath.


The truth is out there... it's just a matter of wanting to see it or not.


Happy Birthday Malaysia...

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

de poetas y caballeros

Thoughts are messy,
vision is foggy,
life moves too slowly,
as i sit here with me...



It's cold in here,
yet somehow i'm warm with the memories,
gently i push the mess away
and my thoughts fill with the perfection that is yesterday,
as i close my eyes, i feel you again,
as i reach out my hand, i touch you again,
as i breathe in softly, i can smell you again...



Left with these memories,
i hold them close and recall your kiss
a kiss on the lips to celebrate the love
a kiss on the cheek for a dear sweet touch
a kiss on the forehead that says i'm here for you
a kiss on a wound and the pain just flew...



Though the future is still unknown,
yesterday is mine
the memories shall remain
you're with me all the time
wherever i go, wherever i'll be
one thing is for certain
you'll always be with me...

of singing frogs and smiley snakes...

I went to see Frogway last night at the Actor's Studio Bangsar. It's the third Malaysian musical I've seen since M! the Opera. And I must say it was brilliantly executed. Harith Iskander was the director, with Sean Ghazi choreographing the dance moves. Vince took on the lead role as Edward Thaddeus Frog, Harith played the part of Smiley Snake; purveyor of all things slimy! Vince did a good job, compared to his previous acting stint with Yusof Haslam. But I guess with Yusof Haslam, no comparison need be made, since he only produces crap anyway. Vince looked like he definitely belonged on the stage, and his singing was amazingly good. Judging by this, it can be concluded that a really good director makes all the difference in the world. Elaine Daly made a good stork, with her Bjork-like costume, sans the bird's head hanging off the shoulder. The rest of the cast was wonderful too, especially Frederick Toad and Shirley aka Charlie. As for Harith, needless to say, he was brilliant as always. The music was good; very jazzy.
All in all, Frogway was a magnificent musical. Something the whole family can enjoy. Although Syed missed the first half, he said he enjoyed it. And I did too, but of course anything that has Harith in it is bound to be a performance to remember. Sean Ghazi did a fabulous job with the choreography. These people are so talented that it makes you wonder why don't they get more recognition? Yet each year more and more idiots get nominated and more and more idiots end up winning. If it was up to me Sean would win Best Singer every year and Harith should win Best Performer every year. Talents like theirs don't come by often. The passion and enthusiasm that they have for the entertainment industry is clearly reflected in their work and add that to their talent and you get an explosive work of art!
I wish I had the time to go and catch Frogway again. The lyrics to the songs were well-written and nicely arranged. My favourite was the duet between Helen and Eddie. And also the Genuine Guy song.
As they say in the Frog World: ribbit, ribbit!

Saturday, August 25, 2007

of old friends and new...

Going to Micasa Hotel today to meet the new Junior Team Canada was a major blast from the past. I can't believe it has been 7 years since our team went to Canada. Seeing the new team made us (from the year 2000 batch) feel soo old! But the new team were wonderful as always; friendly and nice. Amy looks as gorgeous and great as she did the first time we met her. Didn't get a chance to say hi to her dad though, will meet them again on Tuesday.
We all headed down to KLCC for dinner and the boys above braved themselves to try out Cendol and ABC (ais kacang)! They loved it!
Joining Global Vision was one of the best things I've done in my life. I'm glad I submitted my essay for the competition seven years ago and I'm glad I was one of the 20 picked to represent Malaysia in Canada. I had a wonderful time there. The place was beautiful, the people were nice, the food was great, the shopping even better! (the partying was awesome too!!!)
Alright, more updates on Junior Team Canada soon. Ciao!

Friday, August 24, 2007

there goes my reason for living...


Blogger decided to kill my old template, so here I have found a new one. It's aptly called The Hobbit. The picture above is an artist's impression of the Shire. I am a huge Tolkien fan so I thought this template would suit my blog brilliantly.



It has been a while since I have posted anything here, perhaps that was due to the fact that I just did not feel like typing anything. Anyway, I went to see Engelbert Humperdinck's concert in Genting last night and it was simply beautiful. You can't really see much in the photo above, but all I got was my camera phone, so just imagine Engelbert (top-most pic) on the stage! I grew up with his songs, and to see him perform LIVE in front of my very eyes was somewhat surreal. My childhood was filled with Please Release Me, Lonely Table Just For One and There Goes My Everything, etc etc. And last night he was on stage, singing in person. He was quite a performer, a lot of stage presence and very good with the crowd. And his voice was just amazing. The sound system at the Arena of Stars was somewhat mediocre, but he made up for that with his performance. I was swaying in my seat and crying at some parts. When he broke into You Don't Know Me, needless to say I broke into tears...


You don't know the one

Who dreams of you at night

Who longs to kiss your lips

Longs to hold you tight

Oh, I am just a friend

That's all I've ever been

Cause you don't know me....


Here's a list of the songs Mr. Humperdinck performed last night:

1. You Are The Sunshine Of My Life

2. Am I That Easy To Forget

3. Reason To Live

4. A Man Without Love

5. Love Is A Many Splendoured Thing

6. Rockin' All Over The World

7. After The Loving

8. Every Breath You Take (Sting)

9. You Don't Know Me

10. To All The Girls I've Loved Before

11. Quando, Quando, Quando

12. Goodbye, My Lover (James Blunt)

13. Alright, Okay, You Win

14. A Chance To Be A Hero

15. There Goes My Everything

16. The Way It Used To Be (Lonely Table)

17. Blue Spanish Eyes

18. Love Me With All Your Heart

19. The Last Waltz

20. Where Is Love?

21. The Long And Winding Road (Lead Me To Your Door)

22. Please Release Me

23. My Way


All in all, I still can't believe that I saw Engelbert perform live. Next performer that will get me running to the ticket's box office would be Barry Manilow and the Bee Gees. Somebody bring them over to Malaysia, please!


As for Engelbert, even after 40 years of being in the entertainment business, he can still bring it on! Forget Gwen Stefani, forget Kanye West, oldies is the way to go!


I hear footsteps slowly walking

As they gently walk across the lonely floor

And a voice is softly saying

Darling this will be goodbye for evermore


There goes my reason for living

There goes the one of my dreams.....



Tuesday, August 07, 2007

of saying it and meaning it...

I LOVE YOU